MOTHERS HEALTH CONDITION GETTING WORSE

Mom is a very strong woman. Even liver cirhosis seemed not to be effecting her. She was cooking, going out doing my bank jobs and other works. I was concentrating on Sushmitha alone. Now she seems to have fluid accumlation in the leg and stomach(ascites). She was given direutics daily. She seemed to get better so they lessened the tablets. Again now there is more accumlation and she is sleeping all day. She has stopped taking eggs which is very important for hr liver problem. She has lost apetite and taste. She forgets things now. I don't know what to do. She used to shout and get mad at people still she was a strong rock like support to me. I feel so helpless not being able to anything. I am seeing to her diet so that she has all the foods she should eat. She is restricted from all the salty foods and only limited amount of water to drink. 

MY PRECIOUS ANGEL

From the day that you were born and I held you very close,

 I knew in my joyful heart that you are my precious angel.

You are you my precious angel.

and I love you my special little girl.

O God, please remember that it is my little girl's birthday.

Memories don't go away

Year's don't take away the joy you have brought

or the sadness I feel to see you like this.(bed ridden)

I miss your voice, 

I miss your laughter, 

O baby can you hear me?

I hope there is a miracle.

Get well soon and we will play.

with all your toys and friends all day.

You will have so much fun.

I'll make sure there is lots of sun.

You will chose what to do.

My heart still aches with sadness.

My silent tears still flow.

No one really knows.

My mind is filled with thoughts of you.

they say that life is a healer,

and that life has to go on.

But my life will never be the same again
I promise to be always on your side
Until the final breath I take
No matter how old you are I am.

I want to be the best mom I can be to you. 

You mean the world to me.

happy Birthday.