Wednesday, August 30, 2017

MY PRECIOUS ANGEL

MY PRECIOUS ANGEL
From the day you were born and the time I held you close
I knew in my joyfull heart you are my precious angel
I love you my precious angel
You are my special LITTLE GIRL
O God please remember it is my little girl's birthday
Memories don't go away
years don't take away the joy you have brought
Or the sadness I feel to see you like this(bedridden)
I miss your voice 
I miss your laughter
O baby, can you hear me?
I hope there is a miracle
Get well soon and we will play
with all your toys and friends all day
You will have so much fun 
I will make sure there is lots of sun
You will chose what to do
My heart still aches with sadness 
MY SILENT TEARS STILL FLOW 
No one really knows 
They say that time is a healer
And life has to go on
BUT MY LIFE IS  NEVER THE SAME AGAIN
I PROMISE TO BE ALWAYS ON YOUR SIDE UNTILL THE FINAL BREATH I TAKE
No matter how old you are or I am
I want to be the best mom to you
YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME

Thursday, February 16, 2017

AFRAID OF WHAT TOMORROW MIGHT BRING

We have the worst situations.like Sushmitha in coma(stupor state) from so many years and mom having liver cirhosis and dad dying of pancreatic cancer. Sometimes i feel so depressed. I don't know why. I am scared of future might bring tomorrow.i am having diabetes. my husband has both blood pressure and diabetes. Business wise also lot of problems after demonetisation. I have  started giving meals to our staff in one of our shop. There is lot of  oppositon from mom. may be she is right. I have distanced myself from CHETHANA because now  correspondent Raghunath Shetty is managing very well and he does not need us. Please somebody support. I mean give emotional strength. My Sushmitha  needs me.