Wednesday, September 5, 2018

EVERY DAY WE ARE ONE DAY CLOSER TO GRAVE

Now I have crossed fifty. I may have 10 or 15 more years. Every day we are one day closer to grave. I want to die without telling goodbye to anybody. Because that is how my daughter suddenly diappeared from my life. I am seeing my mother suffering everyday .She is going through so much pain. Everyday there is a new problem.Sushmitha is not suffering any less. Now there is another addition to the patients list. My brother in law is also diagnised to have liver cirhosis. He had liver binding done.Here in business also there is much downhill. Money is not coming in at all. there is busines only if we give credit. those who pay do lot of discount . for otheres we have to go behind them topay. some debts are not paid at all.I am fighting everywhere for my husband because he never asks money anywhere. Money is not everything but it is important also . Today we can look after our staff nicely only because of money.I can look after my daughter nicely. but i cannot bring her back to health. These ae the fundamentals of life.