Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Shows tongue.

Today I felt she was showing her tongue after i said zeeb dakayi(show your tongue). I felt happy.But mom said what is the use if she just shows tongue, if she can say amma then atleast ok. I told mom that also she will do. let her do this first.today she has much cough. She has tightness in the legs. So Dimple gave extra stretching. Both the legs developed swelling. Then they gave ice rub to reduce swelling. Now she has cold. Hope it will not increase and cause fever.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Please anyone save my child

Now physiotherapists are giving severe physiotherapy. They are making her sit by holding her hands and bringing them forward. Putting her upside down. with her head down and the lifting her. It looks very scaring to me. God save my child.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Pleae call me Amma which i long to hear

Sushmitha is improving physically. She is gaining neck control.She looks at people now. I dont know if she will call me amma again. Few days back I had gone to Udupi and her face kept coming in front of me. I am just happy she is alive and I will care for her as long as she lives.But I dont know whether being alive is torture for her. I dont know how she feels. I am trying in everyway to make her sit and eat by giving a bit of swallowing but i dont know whether she wants all that. Anitha tells she may not want to sit and talk or she just can be very much tired or she just cannot do all these.But I just want you to call me amma my dear. I want to hold you in my arms once again.