Pleae call me Amma which i long to hear

Sushmitha is improving physically. She is gaining neck control.She looks at people now. I dont know if she will call me amma again. Few days back I had gone to Udupi and her face kept coming in front of me. I am just happy she is alive and I will care for her as long as she lives.But I dont know whether being alive is torture for her. I dont know how she feels. I am trying in everyway to make her sit and eat by giving a bit of swallowing but i dont know whether she wants all that. Anitha tells she may not want to sit and talk or she just can be very much tired or she just cannot do all these.But I just want you to call me amma my dear. I want to hold you in my arms once again.