LIFE HAS TO GO ON

This is the most unfatefull day in Sushmitha's and our lives.Now at 6-30 she started getting convulsions. She had pnumonia. There was lack of oxygen and there was irreparable brain damage. By the time we shifted her to KMC manipal it was too late. Anilanna bring chewing gum and lollipop were the last two words uttered by her.  After that Dr Pushpa Kini tried in all ways to treat her even giving me emotional support. I thought she will miss school for some days.I thought she will open eyes and say amma. But nothing in life is same anymore. Slowly I realised I have to be strong to take care of her. Because I know brain damage due to hypoxia is not reversible. At the same time if I believe that she will not improve I cannot function.Because of fits there were some problems in her development. But I love Anil and Sushmitha same. May be more to Sushmitha. Because Anil Is independent and he can take care of himself. Life has to go on.