SLEEPING CONTINUOUSLY FROM FIFTEEN DAYS

Sushmitha has loose motion from fifteen days. And she is sleeping continuously. I went to our old house and got some old snaps of Sushmitha.I feel very sad.  I wish I can rewind the past.But sometimes things are not in our hands.Nobody can do anything.My sister Anitha says the only thing now I can do is love her unconditionally. Tell  her baby I will love you the same in whatever condition you remain.She says Sushmitha has come in her dreams and begging her to let her go because life here is very difficult for her. At some point may be one day you have to be prepared to let her go she says. She says she might be holding on to life because I am holding on to her.She asks Geethakka imagine yourself in that situation. Think of hte sufferring she is going through and she says I should not be selfish to want her in this situation. I tell her I don't know what is right or wrong but she has fought for her life to be with me so I will stand by her.I tell her after this situation I cannot love other children. Geethakka you are angry at the whole world. and the people will surely understand you she says. The other day I heard about a baby abandoned by his or her mother. I sometimes think how a mother can be so cruel or what circumstances might have led her to do that. Because mother is a  mother after all.