Wednesday, July 28, 2010

URINARY INFECTION AND 103 DEGREE FEVER AND HOSPITALISATION

Sushmitha had 103 degree fever. So when I phoned Dr Pushpa Kini she told me not to worry and come straight to hospital in case of emergency. I decided to wait till morning. Tepid sponging was given and fever came down to 102 degree. Morning We went to hospital and we were admitted because of high fever. Evening in the hospital room Sushmitha started to vomit. again the fever rose to 103 degree. Feed came out from the nose and mouth. I was in a panic and I cried loudly when a PG came in as if god send and told me to calm down and assured me Sushmitha was allright. They put the IV line. Fever continued for many days(3 to 4) and she was sleeping the whole day. She then had loose motion also. She looked very weak. Anitha is saying this intense physio is causing much discomfort to chilld according to mom. As my husband doesnt support much I cannot function alone. So she told me to relax myself a little. She also told me hospital days are bad and she knows it but I should learn to laugh and give everyone happy atmoshere to work because the nurses or any worker wiill only lie to work in such a situation.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

DRINKING FROM SPOON TO CUP AND NEARLY HEAD CONTROL

Inspite of frequent change of physiotherapist we were able to attain more of neck conrol and attain better swallowing.She was having constant sleep wake cycles also. I was invited to Rotary for its thank you function by Prabhath. Every body seemed to be so happy except me.sometimes she locks the leg while standing. Visually also she is better. Credit goes to Watson Sir. He is very concerned about the child. There was a misunderstaning created by somebody .I cleared the misunderstanding. It is so difficult to convince somebody even if you are innocent.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

COMPLETING ONE YEAR OF COMA


sushmitha is comleting one year of coma. Her birthday is on june 20th and this incident took place on june 23. I remember you wearing nice dress on bithday and looking very beautifull. I gave sweets to three schools. I wish I was able to rewind the time. Sushmitha...... Sushmitha....... Please say O amma(what mummy)

Friday, June 4, 2010

MORE SLEEP

Sush is sleeping throught the day. So I am not able to give the stimulations. I want to improve her. I feel defeated. But I am not going to give up. She has fought for life and I am not letting her go. Child, I long to hear amma from you, but it does not matter if u can't. I will love u the same. It does not matter if ur dad does not care for u. I long to hold u in my lap like before. I want to eat masala poori with you. I want to take you to parlour.My life will never be the same without you. Your birthday is coming near. And after your birthday on june 20th-on June 23rd u went into coma.

SLEEP WAKE CYCLES HINDERING HER IMPROVEMENT