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                                                   Sushmitha with her grandmother 

                                            Sushmitha's Father Ganapathi Pai

corona lockdown world wide

The situation in India is very scaring. people are locked down in their own homes.  I am worried for Sushmitha . What if there is any emergency? hope not.

sweet memories

Ammaa... You have left a void in my heart which no body can ever fill

Now I understand your importance, what you have been trying to say. You Lived only for us. There are no words to say how much I Miss You. You have been always there for us.

Amma Please Come Back

 
Amma Suffered a lot. She had water in her lungs. She found it very difficult to breath. May be the infection spread to her whole body. She was not able to take food. She found it difficult to pass motion and pass urine. For constipation she was given enema and she had kidney damage owing to long term usage of taking lasiks. Food pipe was inserted as she was unable to take food. She became very weak. Then finally she had Kidney failure and became very restless. At the end she left us.

    AMMA... Only Person who would fight with the whole world for her children.

    AMMA, Please come back in your Grandson's Wife's Womb.

    AMMA.. I will follow your Guidelines. You taught us to be self reliant. Never to expect anything from anybody. To help people in their difficulties. To be honest in money Dealings. I will always support Kavi, my younger sister like you used to be. I have taken your one Saree, one torn purse and your phonebook as your memory. But you also left us money by selling Malpe Property equally divided with three of us. You loved each of us equally. You Supported me by staying with me because you knew i needed you and depended you for everything. You never taught us how to live without you AMMA. I will also love my sister Anitha who i believe is my soulmate. You loved my son and i felt you loved him more than anybody. I remember you doing Kukkumudi (carrying a child on the back) and catching butterflies for his sake.You wood cook his favorites in the middle of the night. You lived only for us AMMA.

HOW WILL I LIVE WITHOUT YOU AMMA?!

Please Come Back AMMA.!!

AMMA HAVING WATER IN HER LUNGS AND SUSHMITHA HAS SPOTTING FOR OVER A MONTH NOW

Sushmitha had spotting (little bleeding) for over a month now. I informed the matter with Dr Pushpa Kini. She told me to get her checked by Gynocologist and get the reports . I got her checked by Dr Sujatha and she told me everything looks Ok and gave me the reports. I took her to Manipal Hospital next week with the reports. Doctor told me since endometrical thickness is not mentioned clearly better to get checked by gynocologist again. Actually we went early in the morning at 9 AM. By the time we got blood and urine reports it was  12 AM and 12.30AM they would close. She was in a trolley and it was very difficult for her. Morover I had high fever but I felt helpless by the time they opened again at 3.30 PM there was many people waiting . They gave her preference but she passes urine and they needed full bladder for scan. We brought coconut water from outside and gave her but the bladder was not full. It was time to close . Sushmitha was also highly irritated for some reason and not able to sleep that day. The previous day also she was awake. Lastly Dr Pushpa Kini told me to give her some medicines priscribed by gynocologist. Some medicines just don't suit her  or else it is the change of well water she started having loose motions. Now after 4, 5 days she is better today.