Sunday, August 29, 2010

SISTER TELLS ME TO SLOW DOWN

Today Anitha my sister called and told me that she had spoken to somebody about Sushmitha's condition and the person told her that today Sushmitha is alive only because I am holding on to her. And I want her to get better for my sake.But maybe this is not what she wants. Maybe she is too tired and wishes to take rest. She might have body pains also. In foriegn countries they just keep such patients under sedation. Sometimes her body may require rest and I should give that to her. Anitha says it doesn't mean that I should stop trying just give her minimal physiotheraphy and not overdo it. She says at this point of time most of the people give up and she is happy I am not. But I feel there are positive changes like look at your mother she turns her head and looks at me. Look here she turns to whowever calls. Opens her mouth on command. Shows her tongue on command. So I cannot give up at this stage. You are all I have baby. I will never let you go. The thought that you can recognise me as your mother is enough and this can keep me going for the rest of my life. Onde ondu sari kanna munde bare. Today you turned your head to look at me and i am happier today.

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