HAUNTED BY MEMORIES

There are some days in which memories of Sushmitha keep haunting my mind. There is a box in which bangles of Sushmitha are kept. There is a purse in which earrings of Sushmitha are kept. On sunday there was my brother in laws daughters wedding. I wore grand saree and attended the wedding. I was talking and laughing. But inside my heart was crying. After coming back I feel like crying for no reason. It is so difficult sometimes when you want to be alone and cry and you cannot.Since my old nurse was quitting I had appointed a new nurse. But now she does not want to say. She says mom keeps her nagging whole day. She does not get along with mom. I don't know why mom has become so much unbearable. She does cooking taking the help of helpers. She is detached towards Sushmitha. If mom continues to be like this soon I will have no helpers. No body will want to stay. Very difficult woman. Today Sushmitha ate sugarcane very nicely recordings of which I will be putting in my blog soon. Today she drank papaya juice also in glass without much cough. She was awake whole day. Today photoseeing was also very good.