I WANT TO BE WITH YOU EVERY HOUR EVERY MINUTE EVERY SECOND

I have stopped going to functions. But there is one thing whicxh is very near to my heart apart from Sushmitha. That is going to Chethana Special School- which is a school for the handicapped children. I Feel very relaxed after coming back from there. Today there was a meeting. After coming back from there Laxmi (nurse) brought Sushmitha's feed and she wasw serarching for a stool. So I told her till she brings the stool I will hold the feed. When I touched the feed it was very hot. She told me only the vessel is hot but the feed is not. I told her it very hot and it is not the vessel but also the feed. Even the rice tube can melt and surely when the feed passes the tube Sushmitha will have lot of discomfort. She told me it was Ratna who has prepare. I didn't make a issue because mom whould have shouted at Ratna and there was already clash between the tube. But I don' t how many such circumstances Sushmitha has to face. That is why I go running and try to come back soon. Atleast I wish mom could take interest in Sushmitha in my absence. Even she is deteriorating in commands an photoseeing. I WILL FIGHT FOR YOU sUSHMITHA EVEN WITH GOD. She remains awake at night. She gets cough while swallowing. today I felt she has a difficulty over swallowing. But one relief is she bites sugarcane nicely and she brings her tongue out for lollipop. She loved eating.