HUSBAND SAYS I HAVE TO ANSWER GOD

Sushmitha again is sleeping heavily. So I cannot give much stimulations. Anitha came from USA and she says there is certainly some change in her. There is some response coming but you cannot gueswsher level of perception. My husband says we are doing much physio so I am not giving her enough rest so I have to answer God. I don't mind answering him but let him first answer my question first. Why is punishing my innocent child? and my husband is not at all spending 5 minutes in a day with the child. She has so much pain in her body and she was moaning a lot 2 days back. I also fear that nursing physiotheraphy all these things are so costly whether I will be able to look after her in the future in the same way we are doing now. Sunila from speech taught me the importance of association and signature. Every person has a different signature. Similarly every person should identify themselves in differnt ways. Like she has a seperate way of touching patients like squeezing their hand and so the patient identifies her and another person can pinch her cheek so that she will know that it is that person. And in association she is thought to associate the spoon with food. First touching her mouth with spoon and giving command to open her mouth. Then giving her food so that when spoon is brought near her mouth she will know that food is coming. And she told me to give Sushmitha small commands like open ur mouth, See here(Illi nodi) which she is already doing and don't do this-like don't bite your teeth.I liked it. From morning I start stimulations and i don't take rest but I get constant scolding from mom if I am late for feed, from my husband for always stimulating her and from Watson sir because he thinks we are not waking her up and not stimulating her. It is becoming very difficult to wake her up these days. She sleeps all the time and my sister says I cannot do much about it.

AMMA NODU(LOOK AT YOUR MOTHER) SHE LOOKS AT ME

Sushmitha's nurse Sushmitha and she turned to her direction and then she asked amma nodu she looked at me. I was very happy. She asked again and again she looked at me. Again next day also she obeyed command amma nodu. The next day she got up from sleep and laughed at me. I can spend my whole lifetime now happily. Her one smile has given lot of strength. I don't want anything anymore. After a long time I can sleep peacefully.

GOLDEN WORDS BY Dr PUSHPA KINI-IF YOUR PRESENCE IS MAKING DIFFERENCE IN SOMEBODY'S ( SUSHMITHA'S) LIFE THEN DO IT.

When you get emotional support it will help you to move forward. Dr pushpa Kini also said Geetha when there is happiness everybody gives support but in times like this only few remain with you. very true. Even I remember neuro surgery Dr Muralidhar Pai telling me If certain things are going to happen they will even if you don't do anything and if they cannot happen they will not even if you do anything. I think what he meant was if in Sushmitha's destiny recovery is written she will recover without us doing anything. After coming home Sushmitha vomited manytimes. May be all the antibiotics are increasing her acidity. I phoned to Doctor and she told me to give pantodec till the day antibiotics are given.I don't want anything in life. If I ask god I know he will not give. Atleast let him help me in looking after her nicely in future as i do now. Even he should give us finnancial stability also. Because these physiotherapy sections are certainly very costly.

URINARY INFECTION AND 103 DEGREE FEVER AND HOSPITALISATION

Sushmitha had 103 degree fever. So when I phoned Dr Pushpa Kini she told me not to worry and come straight to hospital in case of emergency. I decided to wait till morning. Tepid sponging was given and fever came down to 102 degree. Morning We went to hospital and we were admitted because of high fever. Evening in the hospital room Sushmitha started to vomit. again the fever rose to 103 degree. Feed came out from the nose and mouth. I was in a panic and I cried loudly when a PG came in as if god send and told me to calm down and assured me Sushmitha was allright. They put the IV line. Fever continued for many days(3 to 4) and she was sleeping the whole day. She then had loose motion also. She looked very weak. Anitha is saying this intense physio is causing much discomfort to chilld according to mom. As my husband doesnt support much I cannot function alone. So she told me to relax myself a little. She also told me hospital days are bad and she knows it but I should learn to laugh and give everyone happy atmoshere to work because the nurses or any worker wiill only lie to work in such a situation.

DRINKING FROM SPOON TO CUP AND NEARLY HEAD CONTROL

Inspite of frequent change of physiotherapist we were able to attain more of neck conrol and attain better swallowing.She was having constant sleep wake cycles also. I was invited to Rotary for its thank you function by Prabhath. Every body seemed to be so happy except me.sometimes she locks the leg while standing. Visually also she is better. Credit goes to Watson Sir. He is very concerned about the child. There was a misunderstaning created by somebody .I cleared the misunderstanding. It is so difficult to convince somebody even if you are innocent.