GIVING EYE CONTACT WHILE TALKING & STIMULATION BY VISUAL TOYS

I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT

God gave me a precious gift in the form of a daughter. She filled the house with laughter and also with her talk. We were very happy together because I loved her no matter what. Then he took away her smile, he also took away her talk, She could no longer eat nor could she say amma I loved her still no matter what. She would look at me as if she knew I was her amma. Only that was enough to spend my lifetime I thought Because that was only what I had. I loved her still no matter what. I know she can never be what she used to be nor she was what other children were. But she was mine. Mine alone. I loved her no matter what. Life is not what it used to be. I find it difficult to live, I also find it difficult to die. Life is full of hurdles and difficulties. But I will do it for you my baby, No mater what.People are there with you in your happiness but only few remain with you in your happiness how true the proverb is. But I will never forget the few people who are with me. no matter what.

SUSHMITHA DOES PHOTOSEEING VERY NICELY

Sushmitha is doing the photoseeing very nicely. But what she does this week may not be there next week.Out of three I ask her one. For example her friend Madvitha Swathi Mallya then Sushmitha. When I say Madvithanannu nodu she correctly sees then I ask her to see Swathi then Sushmmitha then in opposite direction. Likewise for jam, lollipop, spoon. Again cow cat and hen. She is responsive to calling from up, calling from the stairs, calling from window, around bed. But we cannot concentrate on everything becuse when we stimulate her we cannot concentrate on physiotherapy. She bites sugarcane very fast. But her leg is swollen inspite of manual standings. She has choriform movements again. Sometimes it looks she is not able to cough. I should ask doctor how to stimulate cough because sometimes her cough is not very strong. Everybody seems to have forgotten Sushmitha. Her rice tube keeps slipping.

SUSHMITHA EATING SUGARCANE

HAUNTED BY MEMORIES

There are some days in which memories of Sushmitha keep haunting my mind. There is a box in which bangles of Sushmitha are kept. There is a purse in which earrings of Sushmitha are kept. On sunday there was my brother in laws daughters wedding. I wore grand saree and attended the wedding. I was talking and laughing. But inside my heart was crying. After coming back I feel like crying for no reason. It is so difficult sometimes when you want to be alone and cry and you cannot.Since my old nurse was quitting I had appointed a new nurse. But now she does not want to say. She says mom keeps her nagging whole day. She does not get along with mom. I don't know why mom has become so much unbearable. She does cooking taking the help of helpers. She is detached towards Sushmitha. If mom continues to be like this soon I will have no helpers. No body will want to stay. Very difficult woman. Today Sushmitha ate sugarcane very nicely recordings of which I will be putting in my blog soon. Today she drank papaya juice also in glass without much cough. She was awake whole day. Today photoseeing was also very good.